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There is something that keeps me running back.

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Time:

12:03 pm

it got good, me and angie had a blast this weekend.

yeah idk anymore

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Subject:	Lies.
Time:	05:56 pm

me n randy..are over.. im devastated! I almost cried like 7 times today, ya i just swolled and breathed! It was hard. In a way i wanted to cry..but i was too embarrased. I don't wanna be "weak" but trust me they will come out soon, either screaming, crying or what not! I'm prob. not going to get over this for a while..if he talks to me {{like he said he would}} it might become shorter but i really don't know!

I sware i could not do this with out my girls, kaci, angie, abby, justine, livi just all of them..i love you soo much!! Abby and Angie are so great.. lol you have to read this.

this one is about spongebob! lol
Shootinstar11499 (5:40:30 PM): dude i m gonna write it, with a spongebob pencil
Shootinstar11499 (5:41:12 PM): AHH IT BROKE!
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:41:40 PM): OMGOSH hahahaha thats kind of funny
this one is about hott guys
Shootinstar11499 (5:29:58 PM): lol im sorry, if i were a hot guy, i would talk to you
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:30:40 PM): oh baby.. i would be all over you.. like syrup on french toast!!
Shootinstar11499 (5:30:52 PM): HAHAHAHAHA!
Shootinstar11499 (5:31:00 PM): sweet! im melting in my seat
Shootinstar11499 (5:31:10 PM): HEY! im a poet and didnt even know it
this one is about how white we are! lol
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:21:32 PM): it feels weird to wear shorts too!
Shootinstar11499 (5:21:38 PM): I KNOW!
Shootinstar11499 (5:21:58 PM): i tried to put shorts on yesterday, and was like no way cant do it
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:24:57 PM): sometimes i wish i was black, so you don' thave to worry about being tan! ya no
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:26:24 PM): lol have you ever thought that!?
Shootinstar11499 (5:26:37 PM): sry no
she loves me!!!:)
Shootinstar11499 (5:26:48 PM): god i love you!

Angie
Short LiL Angie3 (5:28:39 PM): hes good im so happy!
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:28:54 PM): im so happy for you!!!!! :-D
Short LiL Angie3 (5:29:04 PM): thank you!
im soo happy for her!
this is how it started...
Short LiL Angie3 (5:31:23 PM): well what are you do ing
Short LiL Angie3 (5:31:25 PM): *doing
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:31:39 PM): nothing.. just sitting here
Short LiL Angie3 (5:32:11 PM): why!
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:32:30 PM): i don't know there is nobody to be with aroudn this neighbor.. they are all scary!
Short LiL Angie3 (5:32:48 PM): OMG!
Short LiL Angie3 (5:32:52 PM): its ok im comming right now!
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:32:59 PM): YEAH!!!
AND BAM!!
Short LiL Angie3 (5:33:01 PM): im on my portable computer!
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:33:16 PM): sweet..[[isn't that a labtop babe!]] lol
Short LiL Angie3 (5:33:23 PM): oh yea!
Short LiL Angie3 (5:33:24 PM): lol
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:33:26 PM): HAHAHAH
Short LiL Angie3 (5:34:13 PM): haha omg i cant bealve i just said that
DreamsComeTruex7 (5:36:18 PM): blonde moment for angie morgan!!!!
that was HILARIOUS!!

i love you guys!
Ac

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Time:

05:22 pm

..a feeling not to good, feeling some what used in a way. Mad, angry, confuessed. Once again, i think this might be a sign.. god im such an idiot. "Forget your head, follow your heart" thats what i did.

-- in a way i wish i could stay with one person my whole life, so i would not have to get hurt. --
But i've grown..don't cry anymore..not worth another one of my tears.

BUT WHATEVER.

4SOME night tonight!

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Time:	03:43 pm
Current Mood:	irritated

I got my letter yesterday..it said that i was excepted to Dance Dyanmics Company, im kind of excited. I thought i would be more excited to tell you the truth, but in a way its going be hard. Especailly because of the money purposes, we have trouble now with team..just think company is like 5 times more money! Sarah and Erica made..thats good for me, but allison didn't! :( Thats not good..its not going to be the same! god its so gay..im so mad about that!
Latley i've been out of it, don't ask me why..i get scared a lot of times! :/.

Livers were doing something on friday right..bowling or something..//will figure it out later FOR SURE lol.I love you girl!

Funeral is on saturday :(, in a way im glad i don't have to go, but then again im sad not too.

Randy, You are everything to me!I love you so much, no one could describe. You are the greatest person ever, and for putting up with me :) your even better! We've been through alot, but that proves how much we actually do love each other! Your just amazingly great! <3

My girls i love you so much, you girls all no who you are! There are no words to describe how much you kids mean to me. I wouldnt be anything without any of you. You are always there for me, and you put up with my crankiness, and yeah thats big! lol. I love you all! sooo much!

<3JA, MB, CC, SC, SH, JJ, DJ, AK, JM, KK, TK, AM, AO, KR, CR, AS, LT, JT, MT, KW<3

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Current Music:	the songs randy sang me lol.
Time:	09:50 pm
Current Mood:	blah

Wow..today was different. I was very moody today..as so i will be also for the rest of the week, you should no why. But today i feel asleep around 5:30ish and woke up sometime around 8. When i woke up the 1st thing my mommy told me was randy called [[god you guys i love him soo much, i can't even explain]], then she looked at me and said that my great aunt died. I mean i wasn't too sad, we were all expecting it, but it was still my relative and i knew her. Well she told me that my uncle went to see her like 2 minutes before, so he was still in the hospital when she died, and my aunt or whatever, was screaming in the background..my uncle could hear her! That was the sad part, my aunt was there like every minute with my great aunt..yeah. I wasn't going to cry, randy [[what a goof ball]] made it better..even if i was sad. But i think tomorrow im not going to go to school. Just like take the day off. But i don't know, that would be nice! And she always made my mom laugh, and now what are we going to do. Crap. Oh read this poem its really sweet, its in my profile to my mom wrote it, its about her disease.

A twitch in your hand, or a tingle in your toes. What happens next noone ever knows. Sometimes we can't remember what we want to say, but we have to carry on from day to day. The pain we endure is hard to comprehend and all we can do is pray for a cure to make the pain end. Fear of the unkown is always there and the feelings that some people just don't care! People can't see what we feel. Some even say its not even real. The sadness comes and strangles your heart and makes the next day hard to start. But don't give up hope, there's always tomorrow. Don't give into the heartache and sorrow. We ahve to believe there's and end in sight and for our health we'll continue to fight.
--Tracey Curp
Its so good.

Well i should go and comfort my mom, shes not takin it too well.

My baby..Randy

<3/15/04>

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Time:

06:38 pm

yeah im kind of confussed right now..everything is alright with the love, but my friends are different.. i mean i dont know who they are anymore. One second they talk to me all the time.. and then when they are around there other friends they don't talk to me at all.. thanks people. It was just kind of getting irratating and i was kind of getting mad. but whatever.

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Current Music:	Dance like This....[[dirty dancing havana nights]]
Time:	05:47 pm
Current Mood:	dorky

kids i don't even no where to start lol..its crazy a lot of stuff has happened. Over the weekend i did a lot.. friday we had a "old folks" party lol.. then on sat. dance usual.. then randy came over and then the foursome.. the dance foursome to be exact lol.. i love them all..it was so much fun!

Today Tuesday March 1st.. i am offically going out with randy young! :) im so happy..you can't even imagine.. lets just say dreams do come true! I love him so much. i have for like 2 years..and im still madly in love!

[[sarah is mad at me though]]..

:):)

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Current Music:	none
Subject:	bored..very bored. found out something non fun.
Time:	06:55 pm
Current Mood:	disappointed

[x] pager: i can't even get a cell.. psshh.
[x] are you center of attention or a wall flower: hmm both i guess.
[x] What type of automobile do you drive: hah.
[x] would you rather be with friends or on a date: good ?
[x] do you have a job: at the studio?? mayb
[x] do you attend church: no heh.
[x] do you like being around people: majority of the time.
[x] who is your role model: noone.
[x] have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah lol.

[x] have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes..:|
[x] do you have a "type" of person you always go after: pshh no.
[x] have you ever lied to your best friend: yes.. but it got better.
[x] ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes.
[x] rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.. unless..you just wanted have fun hehe.
[x] want someone you don't have right now: yes
[x] ever liked your best girl friend:haha.. no.
[x] do you want to get married: yes
[x] do you want kids: yes
[x] what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: eyes.. oh baby yes!

[x] are you happy with you: sometimes.
[x] are you happy with your life: sometimes...wish i could do soemthing to make it better!
[x] if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: im not sure.
|x| A compliment you got that made you blush: i don't know lol.. but i've blushed alot in my day!
|x| What makes you happy: a lot of things. hehe.
|x| Upsets you: when people don't live up to their word.

Last person--

[ you touched ]: jee who knows.. my doctor touched me today. lol
[ you talked to ]: uhh alicia i think.
[ you hugged ]: lol..idk.
[ you Instant messaged ]: umm....randy i think lol.
[ you yelled at ]: my brother.
[ who broke your heart ]:someone. [randy.]
[ kissed ]: haha!! randy.

+ name: Ashleigh
+ school: banks..sarah banks to be exact oh yeah lol.
+ eyes: blue.
+ hair: blonde. lol
+ height: 5'3" heh.
+ shoe size: 7
+ who lives with you: mom, dad.. brother and sister.
+ when is your bedtime: whenever..

[HAVE YOU EVER...]
+ flown on a plane: no
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: nu uh.
+ missed school because it was raining: no..but i prob. was "sick" when it was raining.
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them: yeah
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: eww no.
+ had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: no.. but their crush.. yeah got too messy!
+ been hurt emotionally: yes..
+ kept a secret from everyone:suure..
+ had an imaginary friend: i wanted too.. but didn't have enough imagination.
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: no.
+ cried during a movie: yes.
+ cut your hair: yes..my mom did too. lol.
+ had a crush on a teacher: no..thats too embarrasing.. lol.

[FAVORITE...]
+ shampoo: herbal essenses.
+ fav colour: yellow.
+ day/night: day.
+ summer/winter: summer
+ lace or satin: satin
+ fav movies: enough, pirates of carribean, mulan, notebook, troy hehe.. a lot!
+ fav drink: well it was moutain dew. but i can't have that anymore so gay.
+ fave person to talk in person: a lot of kids.
+ person to talk to on the phone: hmm.. some one.
+ person to talk to online: everybdoy.
+ favorite person to talk to in general: everybdoy.
+ wearing: sweatshirt, sweatpants, slippers.
+ eating: nothing
+ drinking: nothing
+ listening to: nothing

[HAVE YOU ... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS]
+ cried: yes
+ worn jeans: yes
+ met someone new online: no!
+ done laundry: no
+ drove a car: no. i've drove in one though.
+ talked on the phone: yes

[DO YOU BELIEVE IN...]
+ yourself: suure sometimes.
+ your friends: yes of course.
+ santa clause: yes hehe.. no sorry.. my mom killed the spirit.
+ tooth fairy: noo.. i had to give the money to the "toothfairy" once
+ destiny/fate: yes
+ angels: yes
+ ghosts: try not too.
+ UFO's: no
+ god: yes

[FRIENDS & LIFE]
+ do you ever wish you had another name: suure.
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no
+ do you like anyone: yes
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you: ahh hmm. idk
+ Which friend have you known the longest: probably kaci or kristen idk.
+ are you close to any family members: kind of no.
+ who do you go to for stuff:my mom.
+ who do you hang around the most: hmm idk..susan?
+ what's the best feeling in the world: feeling you did something that can affect someone else in a good way.. or that you helped someone.
+ worst feeling: that you hurt someone.

FIRSTS
First best friend:aaron moorehead.
First real memory of something: gosh i have no idea.
First car: --
First job: --
First screen name: miss usa [[alot of numbers and stuff]]
First self purchased album: spice girls!
First concert: uhh britney spears..or john michael montgomery. hehe.
First funeral: my aunts mom.. sad.
First pet:oh oh..idk i had a lot..lol
First presidential candidate you voted for: --
First piercing/tattoo: my ears.. when i was 7
First house/apartment: this house.
First credit card: ---
First love: Randy
First enemy: Ashley burton. lol
LASTS
Last good cry: uhh jee who knows. i had a lot though.

Last movie seen: oh finding nemo hehe.
Last cuss word uttered: i think bitch. i dont sware much.
Last beverage drank: moutain dew.
Last food consumed: wendys hamburger and fries

Last crush: last, not recent? hmm?
Last phone call: my mom lol
Last tv show watched: fresh prince
Last shoes worn: my slippers
Last annoyance:brother.
Last disappointment: my diabete thingy.
Last soda drank: uh yeah told ya that.
Last thing written: uh yeah told ya that. oh written.. idk.
Last words spoken: adios.
Last sleep: last night.
Last IM: kopy lol

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Time:

10:31 pm

today was my sisters bday. exciting..sure..i was suppose to do other stuff but who cares.

Wow..in my other journal i was so annoying..every five seconds it was somthing about randy..it was annoying! Sorry if i was like that..you guys should of told me if i was getting annoying!..im kind of getting annoyed of this journal. pshh who knows. i;ll end up keeping it.

bowling tomorrow?? yes! im going.. and or movies..suure. i wanna go somewhere with out thee family! tell me if you wanna come kids. it'd be fun.

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Current Music:	my head hurts.
Time:	06:12 pm
Current Mood:	sick

okay this entry will probably be long lol.
Well yesterday i had to go and get my glucose test.. yay so flipping fun. Okay well i had to drink this like flat, super sweet stuff.. it was so bad..especially because i had nothing to eat for like 12 hours so it made my stomach upset. Well they had to take my blood like 5 times..and on the 3rd time they couldn't get any blood out.. so she kept moving the needle to different places. Then she finally like took it out and put it to a different place to get the blood and i had to like pump my arm.. to get the blood out.. ahh it hurt so bad. Then when she finished, i got sick! Like i felt like i was going to barf and pass out at the same time.. ahh it sucked iwas so scared. then i had to get a finger poke to check my blood sugar becuz it completley dropped. So yeah i either have diabetes or glucose.. ahh god not fun AT ALL. scared to death to find out the results. Then on monday [is when i find out the results] i might have to go for a tilt table test..which is so flipping scary i def. do not wanna do that!
Yeah today im sick. sucks yes.

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Time:

07:35 pm

Every once in a while you just need to escape from reality and let your mind wander into places that it has never been before, places where it can learn more about itself and not be afraid of the world for a change -Melissa Marie Knapp

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Current Music:	anxiety.. bep
Subject:	very very mad.
Time:	03:22 pm
Current Mood:	crappy

Well yes as i approach the day of horror.. i feel horrible. I need to eat.. but i have no flipping stupid idiotic appetite.. gosh its so gay! Then tom. i ahve to wake up at like what 6:30 ahh im going to cry!

Well on valentines day.. sense i didnt go bowling lol. i went to the movies with alicia.. her boyfriend danny.. and his cousin.. mike i think lol. who knows. We went to see boogieman OH FLIPPING LORD that was the scariest movie in the idk! But god its scary..i wont' be able to sleep tonight without alicia lol. Hahah but it was great like everytime i got scared i would slap my head becuz i was trying to cover my eyes lol. This one time i dont' know how but i was holding on to alicias shoe haha..she was like laying all over me haha. it wsa great. HAHAHa We were like the only person in the movie theatre screaming.. lol i forgot it was a theatre.. and we were so loud.. but this oone time.. we screamed at this scary part lol..[one of the many] and haha this guy in the back was like fuck .. oh gosh it was great. Then alicia saw kristena and katie and nick and cam and james and jena n all of them behind us lol and she like had her boobs in my face i was like beautiful view it was great and then in the middle of hte movie she is like omg feel my heart..a nd you no boobs are infront of hearts so i was like uhh no thanks lol.. i sware we both were oging to die haha it was so fun!! I so wanna do that again lol. Then when we got to alicias house we went on the internet.. and then we had a beautiful talk..wow!! Some of the things that she told me were so sad.. gosh.. Oh i love that girl!! i hope you feel better alicia hehe.

Well im out.

randy.. we better do something.. lol.
much love.

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Time:	06:12 pm
Current Mood:	happy

randy im mad at you.. ....pshh i guess you weren't serious.. and jsut to think i was looking forward to it. . You owe me a bowling date lol.

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Current Music:	nasty girl.. nitty
Subject:	This is beautiful
Time:	09:57 pm
Current Mood:	calm

Boys.. Tell her she's amazing. Tell her why you think shes amazing. Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH. Write poems about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars* Make up nicknames for eachother. Show up at her school or class unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.When you fall in love with her, tell her.

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Current Music:	Breathe Fabulous
Time:	11:20 pm
Current Mood:	silly

oh my flippin' lord my livejournal is so hott.. im just keeping it because it is so hott!! brad pitt man oh lord.. i would do him anyday seriously!

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i wanted to do suprised for the smiley but i feel silly today lol.. but they are both cute lol.

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Subject:	not feeling to great.. AGAIN how retarded.
Time:	05:40 pm

Ever...
1: Been kissed? yes.
2: Done drugs? no
3: Eaten an entire box of Oreos?i wish.lol
4: Been on stage? yea
5: Dumped someone else? yes, i think.
6: Gotten in a car accident? no
7: Watched "Punky Brewster"? suuure. lol
8: Been in love? yeah.

Favorites...
9: Shampoo: herbal essences.
10: Toothpaste: crest
11: Soap: i dont' know.. dial..lol.
12: Type of soup: the foamy stuff, thats fun.
13: Room in your house: either my moms room, or the basement.
14: Instrument: ahh umm..idk

Either/Or..
15: Coffee or hot chocolate?hot chocolate..unless its like ice coffee thats good!
16: Big or little? BIG
17: Lace or satin? lace
18: New or old? old
19: Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? Jennifer Love Hewitt
20: Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? BRAD PITT!
21: Vogue or Material Girl? Vogue
22: Jeans or cords? Jeans
23: Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
24: T-shirt or tank top? tank top
25: Do you have a best friend? yeah

26: Who? umm.. pretty many.

In the last 24 hours, have you...
31: Cried? yeah
32: Helped someone? yeah i think so
33: Gotten sick? yes..UGH
34: Gone to the movies? no.. want to though
35: Gone out for dinner? no..not hungry
36: Said "I love you"?: yeah lol
37: Written a real letter? no.
38: Moved on? no..i wish though.
39: Talked to an ex? yeah.
40: Missed an ex? yes
41: Written in a journal? yes
42: Talked to someone you have a crush on? yeah i think so.
43: Had a serious talk? um kind of.
44: Missed someone? yeah
45: Hugged someone? yeah
45: Fought with your parents? no.
47: Fought with a friend?no.

Do you.....
50: Wear eye shadow? i used to not much anymore though
51: Put on a "front"? no.
52: Kiss on the first date? well..idk..i think so.?
53: Have a crush on someone? yeah
54: Eat with your mouth open? no! thats annoying then funny too.
55: If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? rather not get one.
56: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? umm like this redish, burgendy color..its ugly.
57: What was the last CD you bought? ahh gosh..i think i don't know lol.
58: How did you spend last summer? umm..just went up north and hung out with a bunch of friends.
59: When's the last time you showered? uhmm..yesterday but im going to do it in a min.
60: Are you tired? yes very tired..
61: Are you lonely? yes very lonely.
62: Are you happy? not really.
63: Are you wearing pajamas? nope. well kind of my kind of pjs.
64: Are you talking to someone online? yes
65: What is your astrological sign? umm a crab lol.
66: What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? idk..maybe a crab or soemthing like that.
67: What time is it? um 5:54

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. a massage.
2. something to do..get out of this house.
3. money.
4. and something else.. but i'd rather not say

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. coconut lime.
2. sweet pea.
3. cherry vanilla
4. axe lol.

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. someone..
2. and someone else.
3. how much my head hurts
4. how mean my mom is.

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. um went to school.
2. went to sleep.
3. got online.
4. got yelled at.

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. pants
2. deodrant lol
3. shoes
4. tank top

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. coke
2. water
3. mountain dew
4. chocolate milk

Last Song You Sang? I belive i can fly lol.

Last Person You Hugged? um i think cam. or matt. lol

Last Thing You Laughed At? jamie orr lol.

Last Time You Cried? last night

What's In Your CD Player? i don't know i don't really listen to cds.

What Color Socks Are You Wearing? white hehe.

What's Under Your Bed? i have no idea!

What Time Did You Wake Up Today? at 6

Current Hair? up in a pony tail

Current Clothes? a sweatshirt and these sweatpants over top other black pants.

Current Annoyance? my sister, and mom and brother.!

Current Longing? jeez a lot of things

Current Desktop Picture? a picture of dancers..drawn by degas lol!

Current Worry? something.

Current Hate? nothing.

Last CD You Bought? lol idk

Favorite Place To Be? not in the house.

Least Favorite Place? here

If You Could Play An Instrument? i don't wanna play one.

Favorite Color? green

Current Favorite Word/Saying? something with lord in it.

Favorite Season? spring

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: i don't no.

Favorite Day? saturday.

Where Would You Like To Go? france or new york.

What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? something in performing arts. [im going to famous lol]

How Many Kids Do You Want? 4

Names? Boys- James, Jeremy, Shane, Logan or jesse..Girls- Summer, Paige, Amber and i dont know lol.

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Current Music:	I am a champion [american idol baby]
Subject:	wishing it is something new..
Time:	09:27 pm
Current Mood:	hot

well today was very boring, i went over to kacis after school, we just layed around and talked about all the memories and stuff.. a crying hour! I needed it though, i needed to let it out.. it felt really good. Yeah well..i don't have anything really to say other then i love carly rose so much.. she is so flipping awesome!! hehe..man, carly we have to hang out soon!!
I think i might like 2 people..and i realized im still not done yet! :/..thank you allison who helped me with that problem, and thank you carly for helping me also!! I love you both so much!!

Well i should be going.. im not that tired but my mom wants the computer so yeah.

I love you all kids!

Much love. A.C\

the smiley is so funny lol!

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Current Music:	Boulevard of Broken Dreams..
Subject:	As it turns
Time:	02:07 pm
Current Mood:	exhausted

This weekend i had a show on sat. and sun. it was fun but boring becuase you know its ballet! lol. Today i didn't go to school, im whipped and ijust didn't feel like going at all! Even though i missed the meap, i really don't care! hmm. My mommy and i are just watching soaps lol.. i love soaps thanks to my mom. Tonight i might get a hair cut too lol, im excited FIANLLY lol!..Eww these two girls just kissed.. ahh thats disgusting. I really want to like somebody, but i have no idea whats wrong with me. Its like i don't know how to like anybody its kind of scary actually! lol. But whatever i'll just have to wait till highschool, and do my flirting ablities now with the time we have left.. ahh jeez its going to be so sad, you can bet that im going to ball at the end of the year. Well i better be going, im tired. Much love, xoxoxo A.C

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Current Music:	boom by fan 3 i think
Subject:	a walnut creeker..
Time:	07:13 pm
Current Mood:	flirty

Dude i think my day is getting better and better! lol, it was really boring but now danny neddo [this kid i went to elementary with, his hott too] i started talkign to him and all and yeah im think im going to call him in a litl bit before i go to dance! ahh lol its awesome. God my dog is so horny.. its disgusting!!! Well i have nothing really to say so bye. The temptation A.C

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Current Music:	Dangerously in love By Beyonce.
Time:	12:54 am
Current Mood:	depressed

I am very happy that we did not have dance today, lets just say i was not up to it lol. I was very suprised that we didn't lets just say that but we have to pay for it on friday a rehearsal from 6:30-9 well atleast i think, thats what allisons live journal says lol. But its a lot better then a 10 hour rehearsal! lol, and then on sat, we have our show, and sunday too and just think it will be all over until our competitions, but those are actually pretty fun because its just so scary and all lol, and like two years ago when we went to clarenceville, now that was a fun competition for some reason, i would love to do that again lol. >my day was boring..mostly because im sick and my mom is so convinced that i have mono, even though the doctor said that i didn't have..but she still wants to go get another blood test FUN FUN lol. But i think im getting to feel a little better but im not sure it changes within the days.. and the medicine i take. i figure it out i'll just do nothing, and like nobody lol..it worked for me in 7th grade lol. But then i ended up falling in love and getting hurt so i have no idea..i'll just probably wait till highschool like some people are doing or just go to other schools and try to find some love I DONT KNOW.. in a way you kind of feel unloved without knowing that someone is thinking about you..and my friends i dont know what to say about them.. i mean i have a lot of them and I LOVE THEM ALL..TO DEATH.. but sometimes the people that i love the most, treat me like crap and they tell me to stand up for myself but really the people that tell you that, are the people that you have to stan d up too. Its so gay, because it seems like im always the one that gets hurt in anything and the other person isn't affected.. i think im just not going to show my affections and emotions anymore.

Well good night im whipped, and i did nothing today lol!
Hey if you wannago to the movies tomorrow..call me!

: The Temptation:
there are two sides to a woman with a broken heart and drained dreams.

A.C

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